does it matter....??

petikan dari novel [tunas] karya Hlovate..

Cikgu yang baru masuk itu meletakkan buku kedatangan di atas meja guru.
"Sit down boys and girls. I'm your class teacher."
Dia menebar pandangan ke seluruh kelas.
"My name is Miss Hajar. I'm also your english teacher."
..."Introduce yourself,please!"
Reza yang duduk paling tepi dekat pintu automatik bangun.
"I'm Reza Akram Mohd Alauddin."
Dia berhenti seketika. Apa lagi aku nak kata?
"Your hometown and your dad's profession?"
Huh? Kening Reza terangkat sebelah.
Apakah kerelevenan abah aku kerja apa
dalam nak perkenalkan diri sendiri? Tak faham...
Addin melepas nafas perlahan sambil menggeleng.
Fisha berpaling ke arahnya dengan kening terangkat bertanya.
"People can be so vain at times."
Addin menuturkan rendah dengan mata pada Miss Hajar.
"Memang semua orang kat sini pandang harta ke?"

..."I'm Nur Addin Shah." Dia terhenti seketika.
"From Melaka. Currently living with my gramps."
Seisi kelas terdiam..

okeh2..
mesti korang tertanyakan apakah relevannyer
aku memenatkan jari-jariku yang lembut ini
untuk taip balik hasil kerja orang..

okeh2..
aku nak korang pikir balik..
adakah korang ni jenis yang
judge book melalui covernyer?

well..
to be frank.. aku pon sama jer..
tapi itu just 1st impression.
x menandakan aku terus cop orang tu
x baek kah.. x bagus kah.. @ x berjurus kah..

yet.. this always happen to me..
ok ladies and gentlemen..
i'm studying at uitm..
but still..

does it matter..??

memang la aku pon x suka uitm..
tp aku x penah judge student dia..
juz x suka the environment
and atmosphere jer...

but still..
bila ada yang berkenalan..
soalan2 wajib keluar..

u study kt mana?
kt s.alam..

owh.. uitm ker?
aah.. kt situ lah..

owh... amik cos pa?
sy wat persediaan..
tapi major chem..

owh.. persediaan?
aah..

cmna 2?
sy wat alevel..

wah.. mesti pandai ni..
nk pergi mana nnt?

ok the answer is let it be my secret..
(eventho da x secret sgt pon skunk)

seee...seee...
do u guys realise that
the nada is starting to change from..
alah.. kt situ rupanya..
then kepada wah...bla..bla..bla..

ngeeee~
mengapa ini mesti berlaku..
aku tersangat tension2....


it's better if anyone x tanyer
kt mana u study..
hate it when people straight away
judging u without knowing you..

bak kata cik hlovate ku yang sempoi..
wah sejak biler jd cik hlovate ku nih..

.."and my studies...

pengajian buat karipap and air soya valid ke?

it doesnt matter,kan?

what if i'm a school dropout,yg sebenarnya duduk

somewhere in Idaho [hence the oversea-thingy]

in some rundown apartment,

working the nightshifts at the 7-Eleven

to pay for my diploma classes during the day,

and tercampak ke middle of nowhere ni

sbb lari bawak diri krn fedup

dgn life kat Malaysia and ppl's expectations?

will you hate me and my hikayats then?"

so...
tepuk dada tny menu..
kita ni jenis yang macamner yer..

love story...

Hey. This is my story. It's true.
OK, listen. Oh, baby.
The word is I've wanted to talk to you.
The word that made my heart sad.
The reason we loved each other, but could not.
I could not tell you anything like fool.
Please give me a chance again.
I didn't know that.
I'm not sure if your mind is changed.


I apologized, but your look turned back on me coldly
This song is a love story that was sincere.
My story I devoted everything.
But the story is that everything went off and became the past.
I love you. I still love you.(at this moment)


My frank voice in my heart.
It means the determination that I can give you everything.
Come back to me. still love you forever.
I love you. I still love you forever.

Oh, we loved each other, can you forget it?
Love in memory.You left me.
But, the promise that you and me made.
You don't care a tinker's damn?


I heard you've said about me laughingly.
I'm brokenhearted as if I were going to be.
If I were with you just once.
I can't draw my breath.
My everything wants you.


I'll forget with clenching my fist.
My heart is festered, I can't do anymore.
I'm brokenhearted, but I'll not see you.
Memories in you and me.
Remember only one.
I was the guy who could tolerate your everything.
Now I can do everything without you.
I'm listening this song.
This song is love story toward you.
I don't regrect that I gave you my truth.
I'll forget you from now on.
My love that is gone.
I love you. I still love you (at this moment)
My last voice toward you.
My crying that knows everything.
If you hear, please come back to me.
I love you forever.I love you. I love only you.
Baby please come back to me. I miss you baby.

saya suka lagu ini

sangat sangat..

Biro TataNegara

"Kursus Kenegaraan Mahasiswa Ke Luar Negara
Biro TataNegara
Jabatan Perdana Menteri"

Itulah ayat-ayat power
yang diterbitkan di dalam jadual BTN.
Bunyi macam power je..

Tapi the biggest problem is
'orang' yang nk pergi tu
dah rasa 'power' ke belum..

Kursus BTN 2 akan berlansung
selama 5 hari..
bermula da 1st dec until 5th dec..
lamanya.. mampu ke aku nak bertahan??
terlepas PLKN dlu pon da sgt2 bersyukur!!

kenapa aku gabra sangat??
apa yang ada dgn BTN??

biaq aku jawab..
mana yang aku kenal & da pergi sana
akan kata kena 'tabah'..

kenapa kena tabah??
apa yang ada dgn BTN??

biaq aku jawab jgk..
kena 'torture' la wei!!
(torture disini not equivalent
to seksaan @ penderaan)

umi.. abah..
x nk pegi sana boleh??

okeh2..
siyes sikit..
klau mengikutkan jadual ni ada 4 perkara yang
mmg akan kena wat lam 5 hari nnt..
iaitu ;
i - pembentangan kertas kerja
ii - LDK
iii - Ujian
iv- Kembara


hermmm..
sekarang kita tengok plak
senarai keperluan harian dan peralatan (peserta)
yang harus aku bawak..

a) Semasa Sepanjang SLot Ceramah,
LDK dan peperiksaan

Lelaki

* Baju Kemeja Putih lengan pendek (wajib)
* Seluar panjang bewarna hitam atau gelap
* Stokin/sarung kaki
* Kasut kulit

Perempuan

* Baju Kurung Putih (wajib bagi muslim)
/ blaus lengan panjang Putih (dibenarkan bagi non-muslim)
* Kain sarung Hitam atau gelap
/ skirt labuh/ seluar hitam(non muslim)
...aku xda kain hitam..
* kasut hitam(sandles x dibenarkan)
* bertudung atau berselendang

b) Semasa aktiviti gerak fizikal
/ kembara

* track bottom
* T Shirt putih berkolar lengan pendek untuk lelaki
/ lengan panjang untuk perempuan (wajib)
...aku x byk t-shirt putih long sleeves...
* stokin/ sarung kaki
* kasut getah/ kasut sukan
(pastikan dalam keadaan baik)

c) Semasa penghayatan rohani

* Pakaian yang sesuai untuk bersolat
terutama yang beragama islam(baju melayu)
* Pakaian yang sesuai untuk bersolat jumaat
* kopiah atau songkok
...yang ni aku xda kena mengena..

d) keperluan harian(persendirian)

* Tuala
* Kain basahan
* berus gigi, ubat gigi, sabun dan lain2
* pisau cukur
* selipar
* ubat2an persendirian
* penyangkut baju
* lain2 keperluan

* Sila bawa keperluan persendirian yang mencukupi
terutama pakaian, kasut sukan dan ubatan
kerana tidak disediakan oleh urus setia..

BTN..
x sabar nya nak pegi...

cuti datang lagiiii...

salam blogku..


cuti datang lagi..
serunuknyer!!


x smpai smggu cuti
da 3 novel aku khatam blk..
hoho~
(igt bagus la 2)

rsa nk menari pon ada gak..
excited sgt la cuti kli ni..
sbb nya aku pon tatau..
uuu~ lalala~


esok ri khamis..
byk movie baru nk kuar kt panggung..
hihi~
excited nya nk tgk movie..


k la..
da mls nk menulis....