a tribute to lelouch lamperouge/vi britannia

ciao!

hey u guys. what's up? well, last night i just finished watching code geass for the third times yet, that anime still amazed me no matter how many times i repeat it. and it never stop sending me those vibe of fear, excitation and sadness. so here i'm doing nothing. just updating my old and rusty blog with the quotes from a wise man with a head full of strategies.

'if the king doesn't move, then his subjects won't follow'

'those who are allowed to shoot are those who are prepared to be shot'

'That was the turning point. Since that day, I've lived a lie. The lie of living. My name, too, was a lie. My personal history, a lie. Nothing but lies. I was sick to death of a world that couldn't be changed. But even in my lies, I refused to give up in despair. But now, this incredible power, it's mine. Well, then…'

'You can't change the world without getting your hands dirty'

'Those of you with power, fear us! Those of you without it, rally behind us'

'Change will never come about it, if you don't make it happen!'

'If being powerless is so terribly wrong, then does having power make you right? Do you find vengeance evil? What's your value of friendship? Is it justice?'

'Ever since that day, my heart simply couldn't accept it. This fake life I was never able to fit into, all the time that was lost, these false memories planted in me, giving me a life as one of the herd, and yet…the truth continues to guide me toward itself. That's right! It wasn't me who was wrong! It was the world! The world has to change, so I will change it.'

''What do you do when there is an evil you cannot defeat by just means? Do you stain your hands with evil to destroy evil, or do you remain steadfastly just and righteous even if it means surrendering to evil? In my case. I commit evil to destroy the greater evil!'

'' We wondered what happiness would look like if we could give it a physical form. If I'm not mistaken, I think it was Suzaku that said that the shape of happiness might resemble glass. His reasoning made sense. He said that even though you don't usually notice it, its still definitely there. You merely have to change your point of view slightly, and then that glass will sparkle when it reflects the light. I doubt that anything else could argue its own existence more eloquently.'

' Why do people lie? It isn't only because they struggle against each other! It's also because there something that they're seeking. You now want a world without change. How stagnant! You can hardly call it life, the same as the world of memories. Just the world that's close incompleted. That's the place I wouldn't want to live in.'

'Regardless what I want... is TOMORROW!!!'

'Yes... I... I destroyed... the world... and created... anew.'

eventho i know that lelouch lamperouge/vi britannia is just a mere anime character. but i can't help to fall for him to death. finally i've made a post just for him.

sarabada!

hari ini pegi tengok wayang

ciao!

today i ngan aki sama pegi GSC di alamanda. then i and aki sama watched 2 movies, the sorcerer's apprentice yang baru saja tayang hari ini

(tiber terasa bangga jap)

and

twilight saga : eclipse,

da 2 weeks tayang baru i pegi tengok

(rasa bangga hilang sekelip mata)

just nak gitau tu je. nak tulis lelebih rasa malas lak malam ni. kebetulan lak HBO tayang quarantine, so nak layan movie jap. u'ols yang belum tengok lagi sorcerer's apprentice sila la layan theme song + trailer di bawah ni. sangat masyuk lagunya. i give 2 thumbs up for both la. :))

okay that's all.

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musim bunga waktu itu

ciao!

today post nak share pitchas ketika musim bunga waktu itu. lol. okay, hari ni da 20th july kan? so floria yang ada kat putrajaya sekarang ni pon da tamat and habis tempoh pamerannya. act agak terkilan sikit sebab waktu floria ni start i da elok² je ada kat sini, ingatnya dapat la pegi melawat jugak cam last year. tapi maybe sebab tukang nak bawak pon busy memanjang je so ta dapat la nak pegi tengok floria tahun ni dengan sepenuhnya cam last year. masa floria ni baru buka hari tu sempat la jugak pegi tengok sekejap, tu pon time we'ols balik dari kelantan nak ke putrajaya balik. so imagine la, dengan perjalanan yang almost 8 hours tu, sapa lah tak penat kan. nak round floria pon da cam ta de mood. then ingat umi and abah ada la plan nak pegi hari lain, tapi plan hanya sekadar tinggal plan je la. oleh kerana itu, demikiannya disebabkan ta de sangat pic floria yang nak share² di belog ini. so i just mentayang pitchas yang di snap masa spring dekat soton lah ye. pitchas ni i ambik masa i and friends ada buat² picnic sikit² di taman bunga, ala² girl's day out lah. dekat taman masa tu mostly penuh dengan tulip je. and ada la pokok² besar jugak yang mengeluarkan bunga spesis sekali tengok cam jambu batu kaler pink, dua kali tengok da tatau da bunga cap apa. cuma time before i nak balik hari tu je baru ternampak bunga rose pulak yang muncul. cam rugi gak la ta sempat nak amik gamba coz time tu i tengah atas bus nak balik hall dari city, and otak pon tengah fikir nak balik malaysia je time tu. tapi pape pon bunga tulip lagi penting la kan sebab susah nak jumpa kat malaysia bunga cap tulip tu. tee heee~ ookay jom layan pics!

ala² pintu gerbang nak ke alam lain pon ada. ;))

bunga² tulip yang kemerahan.

kuning ada, merah ada puteh pon ada.

ni la pokok yang macam buah jambu batu pink tu.

ni rasanya pokok yang sama.

orait, that's all for today.

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bernovelicous~

ciao!

today post ada kena mengena dengan buku tebal² pastu citer bujet nak panjang jer, ayat kalau ta bunga ta sah and perisa dia pulak ada macam², nak yang sedih ada, yang kelako ada, yang alim² sikit pon ada. so tau² sendiri la yer buku cap apa yang tengah nak dijadikan topik utama post kali ini. okeh, pada last² punya last week. i ada pergi itu jusco punya kedai dekat itu seri kembangan. dalam itu punya jusco i ada terjumpa kedai buku yang agak popular yang bernama popular juga. so i pon terus la pegi buat edisi terjah dalam itu kedai buku yang agak popular tersebut. terjah bukan sebarang terjah, terjah terus pegi masuk bahagian novel and hasilnya adalah gedebuk 4 lai buku yang terpapar di bawah ini.

u'ols pernah baca tak? okeh kalau tak pernah sila baca synopsis yang i copy and paste from they'ols punya terbitan iaitu jemariseni. nak type terasa angin malas yang bertiup sepoi² bahasa siam mendatang pula. okeh, check it out lah.

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ini synopsis untuk novel yang ada gamba asam boi ke asam girl entah as cover

Sweet Sour by Nasz

A – Yang manis, harum lagi wangi itu Zarul

“Kira orang ni taraf cincin gula-gula ni ajelah.”

“Sepuluh ringgit tu.” Sungguh-sungguh dia cakap.

“Berkira... baru sepuluh dah kecoh... bukannya seribu pun.” Aku jeling dia.

“Banyak cakap pula... kalau tak nak bagi balik.” Dia hulur tangan kiri.

Tak tahu pula macam ni punya seronok apabila dapat cincin... walaupun hanya cincin gula-gula.

“Ni kira orang ‘cuplah’ ni.” Sambung dia lagi.

Aku simpan senyum. Tak boleh senyum depan-depan ni, nanti dia perasan!

B – Yang pahit, masam, masin, payau itu Joe Jambul

“Bayar cincin ni.” Kata dia. Betul ke ni, apa yang aku tengah dengar ni.

“What?” aku terjerit di situ.

“Pay for this.” Relaks aje dia mengarah aku lagi.

“Okey... saya bayar!” Aku jeling dia.

Tapi kan, juling biji mata aku tengok bil RM10 000 kat Tiffany tu. Gila ke apa? Batu planet mana dia pakai buat cincin bodoh ni!

for this novel i give * * * * * (5 stars maksudnya, jangan ingat aku pi mencarut ke apa ntah ye tuan puan)

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yang ni pulak untuk cover yang ada gamba bunga kuning putih yang kelihatan macam nak damai² je. novel ni ada 3 cerita each from different authors.

Ceritera 1: Damai ~ Saidatul Saffaa

“Kamu orang mana?”
“Malaysia.” Sekarang ni musim sejuk, tetapi dia rasa... panas.
“Panas ke?”
‘Pakcik’ muda ni boleh baca hati orang?
Kemudian...
Telinga sayup-sayup mendengar. Mata cuba fokus. Baju tu... topi tu... sesusuk tubuh itu. Ya Allah... apa yang terbentang di hadapan matanya ini?
Benarkah Tun Fatimah bukannya untuk al-Fatih?

yang ni i give * * * *

Ceritera 2: Yang Jauh di Pulau ~ Noor Suraya

“Terima kasih,” kata Piyan.
“Bukannya buku ilmiah pun!” Dia merendah diri.
Piyan membaca catatan dia...

Sophan Sophian,
Selamat memasak! ~ Syuhada

“Formalnya.”
“Itulah yang saya tulis kepada setiap peminat.”
Kononnyalah dia pernah ada peminat selama ini. Inilah himpunan rasa sayangnya pada arwah tok dan ‘dia’ – si penjual ikan.
Cinta rahsianya!

this one pon dapat * * * *

Ceritera 3: Langit... Tetap Biru ~ Syud

Kata orang menunggu itu satu penyeksaan.
Kata Zahra pula, dia bukan menunggu. Cuma ‘dia’ sentiasa ada di situ, pada ingatannya.
Kata orang juga, bagaimana langit itu tetap biru...
jika ada awan yang meliputinya?
tika remang oren menjengah setiap senja?
Entahlah.
... kerana pada Zahra, langit tetap biru!

and this one i give * * * * *

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bergerak pantas untuk novel ke 3 yang ada gamba orang tengah main skate tu and kaler oren² senja tu pulak.

Versus by Hlovate

I

“Please, Minn. Bukak tingkap bilik you.”
“Huh?”
“I’m freezing right outside your window. On the roof.”Minn tegak dari baringnya, telefon bimbit masih di tangan.
You what?”"
No kidding. Please...” balas Ashraff Omar.
Mata Minn menala ke tingkap yang ditutupi langsir. Putus fius ke apa mamat ni.
"Enough of your tricks, AO.”
“Minn, I’m dead serious.”
Ashraff Omar berdiri di atas bumbung porch rumah Minn Edina.
“Minn, you nak bagi I masuk atau you nak tengok I jatuh?”

II

“Not a step away from that spot, AO.” Keras suara Minn Edina.
“Minn, you tahu I takkan sentuh you pasal I hormati you.”
“Back. Off.”
Ashraff Omar akur. Langkahnya ditarik kembali ke belakang.
“I tak memaksa. I cuma meminta. I like you. I really really like you. I want to give us a chance. Permintaan I bukan untuk you terima I yang sekarang, tapi I yang akan change for good, for you and for me. For us. Boleh you bagi I peluang tu?”
Hujan masih belum berhenti.

untuk yang ini pon i give * * * * * jugak

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and now for the last one untuk yang novel ada cover pemandangan and kaler biru tu pulak.

Pada Angin Aku Berpesan by Adileah

Perasaan kasih dan sayang itu diberi percuma oleh Allah, tetapi mengapa ada sesetengah orang begitu kikir sekali untuk menzahirkannya?

Abah emak tidak pernah mahu mengerti apabila Ariel berkata dia sudah ada Nelly!

Bahagiakah Yasmeen jika terpaksa meninggalkan cinta pertamanya untuk menjadi isteri hanya kerana lafaz nikah tetapi tidak pada hakikatnya?

Lalu di mana segala keindahan perkahwinan ini jika percaturan hidup mereka bidaknya itu ada orang lain yang menggerakkannya.

Pada si isteri perkahwinan itu penyatuan dua hati, jika hatinya seorang sahaja yang lurus... dan hati Ariel masih bercabang, kenapa dia harus membiarkan diri terseksa dalam bahtera ini?

Ada apa pula dengan Yasmeen sehinggakan Ariel tidak mahu menceraikannya, tetapi tidak juga mahu melepaskan kekasih gelapnya.

Lelaki seperti Ariel ini harus diajar! Tetapi dengan cara yang bagaimana, Yasmeen?

Bencikah ini...?

Pabila tiba-tiba kalbunya berdarah parah tetapi tidak meninggalkan parut. Jiwanya sejuk dingin tetapi tidak membuatkan dirinya beku. Sanubarinya panas membara, tetapi dia tidak tahu dari mana nyalanya.

Atau... cintakah itu?

dalam banyak² novel. this one lah i paling kuciwa bukan sekali tapi berkali² masa membacanya. sorry ye wahai author tersebut. kerana hati kuciwa this novel dapat * * je. hukhukhuk

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okeh, sekian itu saja my preview untuk buku² yang setebal lebih dari 4 inci nih. sekarang i tengah mengussha buku² baru. tadi terjumpa buku baru from syud one of my favourite authors. buku beliau yang terbaru ni tajuk nya

Untuk Awak Teja Aulia.

dalam benakku, lama tertanam
sejuta bayangan dirimu

Selalunya... kalau lelaki dan perempuan mengaku sahabat baik, salah seorang mesti akan ‘tergelincir’ – terlebih suka!

I

“Tak apalah, adik dah ada pilihan sendiri."
“Siapa? Pacai?” balas mak, sarkastik. Pacai tu teman serumah, sahabat dunia akhirat.
“Kalau Pacai tu perempuan, dah lama mak suruh kau orang berdua kahwin.”
Tawa Adil pecah.
“Anak Cik Fizah...” kata mak lagi.
“Makkk...” Adil mula memprotes, “Nanti adik pandai la cari sendiri. Mak jangan nak memandai apa-apa.”
“Iya... tapi kalau sampai tahun depan tak ada bayang-bayang lagi...?” ugut mak.

Hatinya sudah terlanjur ‘tergelincir’ pada Teja Aulia, biarpun mereka sudah tidak bertegur sapa

II

Dan hati Teja Aulia penuh berbunga daisi apabila Adil melambai tadi. Namun rasa itu ‘dihibakan’ apabila Adil guna kata ganti diri ‘saya’. Jadi pada Adil, dia bukanlah Aulia yang dulu?

Adil hanya akan sebut ‘saya’ pada perempuan yang dia ‘tak berapa kenal’; ‘tak berapa biasa’; ‘tak berapa sayang’. Dan dia sudah termasuk dalam kategori itu!

Nampaknya hubungan dia dengan Adil sudah tidak ada bunga-bunga untuk pulih lagi.

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nampak menarik je kan? ta sabar rasanya nak pegi masuk alamanda nih. tapi dalam alam ada kedai buku yang nama MPH je. MPH ni kalau tengok² sikit, buku JS yang baru² ni lambat sikit nak keluar compare dengan popular. tapi tunggu dan lihat je lah nanti. orait nak stop dah. mau nonton star struck yang ada sterling knight yang hensom tuh. daaaa~

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tag dari si kankek

ciao!

let's go straight to the business...

1. Adakah anda rasa happy sekarang?
- half happy.

2. Kenapa anda rasa happy?
- pembetulan untuk soklan. saya half happy sebab ada orang buat saya half depressed.

3. Apakah yang boleh membuatkan anda happy?
- just be nice to me and i'd be nice too.

4. Pernah anda menerima tag.
- check la my post ada ke tak orang nak tig-tag

5. Nyatakan warna yang anda suka.
- pelangi

6. Beritahu 9 orang yang anda mahu tag.

diana

maryam

cengkih kali

farhana

anis

atishu

shazika

lady dayana

lyn

friend = fcuk

okeh post ni akan bernada emo. amaran kepada yang berhati baik suci lagi damai sila keluarkan diri dari sini kalau tak nak tambah aura negatif dalam diri. okeh firstly, friend is bullshit! friend is rubbish and friend is just a pest. kekadang tu confuse sendiri perlu ke diri ni ada kawan. do i need one but do i ever truly have one? apa maksud kawan sebenanya?? kalau betul la macam apa yang dinyatakan di atas dan memang itu la peranan kawan dalam diri ni. am i a magnet ke apa hah? megnet yang sedut² sume orang yang macam bullshit tu untuk jadi kawan. sometimes i thought that i better be alone. bila mana dapat je kawan then i think that kawan act rather be my enemy. such a rubbish friendship! do i need that?? helloo!!!??? go to hell lah. arghhhh!!! menyampah siot. i think that every year i'll got that so called 'friend'. hey what's wrong with u or is it act what's wrong with me?

self-worth

he was talking to her on sofa.

"...after talking for a while with her i noticed that she's always been like that. like... she always do things she know she shouldn't. if there's a button she was told to never press, she would always press it. once she got in college, she said she had never wrote her name on the exams. in each case, she said she just took the make-up exam."

"and this time?"

"she mentioned an important presentation for work was stressing her out. she said she isn't trying to ruin her own life. i still think so, though. i get the feeling she's deliberately trying to make a mess of her life."

"hey, tell me..."

"yes?"

"can u understand why someone would automatically reject all happiness that came their way?"

"what?"

"for example... can u understand why someone who wins 1 million dollars in the lottery would refuse to claim the prize?"

"no... that doesn't make sense. you always talk about it. it's a form of legitimate compensation, isn't it?"

"indeed. in other words, u would receive happiness from claiming the prize."

"happiness?"

"therefore, u can't comprehend her feelings. then let me ask u another question. u're on ur way to school one day. then someone stops u and asks u ; 'could i give u 100 billion dollars?'

what would u do?"

"i couldn't! there's obviously something fishy about it."

"what about it?"

"i just couldn't stop thinking they're up to something."

"in other words, u've demonstrated my point."

"what the hell kind of point is that?"

"that's how people who refuse to accept happiness think. i never said that the person with the money had an ulterior motive."

"but ask anyone! 100 billion dollars is nothing to sneeze at."

"so why not accept it?"

"i'd worry about what would happen next."

"correct. in order to receive happiness, it takes an equal amount of effort. compensation is required. u've always heard that life sways back and forth about a zero point. u take the good with the bad. just as u must take the bad with the good."

"right..."

"however, that view is inaccurate."

"then, how would u put it?"

"to experience a certain amount of happiness... u must also experience the same amount of unhappiness as payment. the idea comes from having to tolerate the bad times in order to enjoy the good times. assuming that good times will arise merely because u have bad times isn't simply optimism. in other words, to take the high road, a higher viewpoint demands a deeper valley. for it not to meet those expectations would be insincere. contrarily, if u're destined down a path of misery... in order to break out of that depth, u must also drum up the energy to do so."

"but she isn't like that. isn't it possible for her to have some kind of happiness... at all?"

"u misunderstand. the desire to do what u know u shouldn't is indeed one of the very desires that defines humanity. u mustn't confuse that fact with her situation. what she's doing is running away. she isn't running from happiness. she's running from the responsibilities incurred by accepting it. as she said, she isn't bringing ruin to her life. her action are precisely calculated."

"but, u say she's running from responsibility even when she walked straight into traffic like that? u call that calculated?"

"she was only hit by a motorcycle. she only broke her arm. she was the one that chose what to do in that exact moment. walking in front of truck is something u really should never do. as a result she was able to avoid that important presentation. she was able to escape the situation that had caused her so much stress. she even avoided being promoted as well. calculations were necessary to control the situation to a desired conclusion. follow all that?"

"how could she..."

"if there was a button she should absolutely never press, she would never press it."

tag datang dari si gadis bernama farhana

ciao!

today post bersempena tag comes from si gadis bernama farhana. qinqin baru saje kenal² damai dengan beliau. sekarang ni kalau ikut jam di rumah yang tatau guna bateri cap apa tinggal lagi 5 minit nak pegi ke hari esok. and qinqin baru je lepas watch bleach ep278. memang mantop! ada sape² tak blogger lain yang layan bleach jugak. boleh la nanti share² minat anime dengan qinqin. ahaks. and sekarang ni qinqin tengah wait for another anime finish loading. penat². so apalagi kan, guna la masa yang ada ini untuk mengupdate belog. then, here we goes!

1.adakah anda rasa anda hot ?

-not really, my body temperature just like others. 27 degree celcius. normal.

2. upload wallpaper yang anda gunakan skrg?

3. cerita pasal wallpaper tersebut

-just like always. my wallpaper has to be one of my fav anime. V

4.Bila kali terakhir anda makan pizza?

-22^nd june 2010.

5. lagu paling latest yang anda dengar?

- tattoo by CNBLUE.

6. Apa yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ni...

-tunggu majin tantei nougami neuro yang bukak kat utube finish loading.

7. Selain nama sendiri, anda di panggil nama apa?

family : kakcik

relatives + college + university mates : syiqin

school mates : mariam

8. tagged lagi 8 orang

cik mary

friend no.1

friend no.2

friend no.3

friend no.4

friend no.5

friend no.6

friend no.7

SOALAN BAWAH NI BERKAIT RAPAT DENGAN ORANG YANG ANDA TAG..

9. Siapakah orang no.1 kepada anda

-my sis yang beza umo 2 tahun sajork.

10. katakan sesuatu kepada orang no.5..

-sila la jawab tag ni untuk merapatkan ukhwah bersama saya. ^^

11.no 3 ada hubungan dengan sape?

-itu privasi beliau lah. mana buleh sibuk badan. lol.

12.bagaimana dengan no.4 lak?

-kami kenal di sini.

13.pesan kepada orang no.6

-bila ada lagu best sila hebohkan.

14. kata2 cinta tuk orang no.2

-kisama, sukki desu.

15. adakah no 7 dan no 8 mempunyai persamaan?

- banyak tanya la tag ni. huhu.

16. berikan 5 perkara yang anda tahu tentang orang yang mengetag anda

menurut belog beliau

nama diberi farhana

berumo 14 tahun

beliau cute

form 2

mungkin berminat kepada berry yang hitam

17. perasaan anda masa buat tag ini..

-feelingless. =,='

18.adakah anda tau razman itu sengal?

-lorgh. hamba allah mana pula itu. kalau tnaya zizan raja lawak ke apa boleh la jugak i comment²

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alright, all finished. btw esok qinqin pulang kampung. to anyone yang tertag tu. have fun kay. that's all.

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